Just like Lucy, I want to keep going, in spite of the homesickness I feel, I do not want to go back. I am here for a reason. God has a good purpose for me here. It is good for me to be near God, I have made, Him, the Sovereign LORD my refuge, I will tell of all His marvelous deeds. He is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
I must trust Him when things do not make sense; when I feel like crying, when my heart aches as it does quite often lately. He must be trusted no matter what because He knows what is best. I need to feel Him; I need Him to hold me; and I need His embrace. I need His love that reaches to the heavens, His faithfulness that reaches to the skies.
It is the LORD who arms me with strength and prepares my hands for battle. With Him I will succeed because victory is found in Him. If I turn back, I will miss out. I will miss out on what could be one of the greatest adventures of my life. I want to see this victory, I want to experience all He has for me. I must go forward and persevere even though my heart aches, my heart longs for the familiar in this land of unknown.
It is the LORD who will fight for me, I need only to be still. I must learn to let go so that I will experience a greater victory. I must learn to trust and keep trusting Him. I must keep going, keep persevering because His help is always with me as His presence is always with me. I need Him to strengthen what I perceive to be my weak and wavering faith.
Adventure happens when I least expect it to, all of the sudden I am in the midst of it. I must keep my eyes open to what is in store so that I will not miss anything. I must prepare for the adventure of a lifetime by letting God rock my world the way He wants to do so.
Just like Lucy, I have ventured into Narnia, and just like Lucy I do not want to go back.
Just like Lucy, I want to live in the midst of a great adventure.